The Friends We Never Had..........

As time has flown by, as each year has brought me new epiphonies and greater enlightenment, throughout the trials we have all faced in our personal lives since we have all gone our seperate ways, both happiness and tragedy that has helped to shape us into who we are today, I want to speak to those of you who might be checking this site out of curiousity but may have no intention of coming to the reunion for whatever reason. With hindsight being 20/20, I now understand the depths of my ignorance from back in the day, albeit was wonderfully bliss at the time, no less......was still my achilles heel that blinded my way. There were many of you who I secretly had wished to be friends with but instead I chose to hold your popularity or lack thereof against you as it was so much easier to write off my shortcomings and insecurities and tax it to your bill so to speak. I used to think of people in clicks and social circles to my detriment. When I went to the 10 year reunion, to my shock and surprise, I was having amazingly deep(er) conversations with some of you I'd never given the time of day to in my wildest dreams, nor did it seem that you would either for me........ or atleast I had always mistakenly thought. It was great to meet some of you truly for the first time in 97'. For those I have not really met yet, I just want to say I am sorry, I was wrong, I regret that I did not, cause I am sure you were more amazing than I ever knew. I hope you rethink things and decide to come after all, I am sure there is much I could learn from you, I am sorry I never did. For all the good times we never had, the memories I can' t say we shared, I just want the chance to finally meet you, it's been far too long overdue.